Grief

My brother corey wrote this and its exactly how i feel about grief. R.I.P Daddy<3

Grief
Grief is a white-knot molten anguish that shatters a man’s heart, then sinks into his gut and solidifies there- a knot of heavy lonely agony that will not go away Time can encase it in scar tissue, and the day-to-day business of living can dull the pain. But it does not heal. Grief is a loss of which cannot be regained and even the satisfaction of vengeance will not banish it.

Life

I wish i took life alot more seriously before, like i wish i actualy tried in high school, tried to get good grades and involve my self in things. but now im in college and am going to try to do all that. I wonder sometimes about why i have no ambition for something in life or a passionate career but i guess i have plenty of time to find something in life that gives me ambition and passion. i have found out that i want to be a pyschologist i find it would be a great career choice i still dont have a lot of passion towards it but maybe after i start studying it. I want to be sucesseful and live a good life i guess its all up to me to make it happen think positive be positve and good things will happen i just need to make em happen. i just wonder why i have no special talents? like my bro willy can rap/sing and draw and my other brother can draw i dont have a talent or i havent found my talent. life is just so crazy a lot of ups and downs. i do love my life and every one in it. life is so short it could end any day. i want to make my parents proud r.i.p daddy<3 and make my mom proud and give her a good rest of her life so thats wat im going to do make my family proud make myself proud.
Love
Ali<3

School.Summer.Life

My mother and I moved to a really nice appartment complex it has a pool and hot tub and a rec room with a pool table. And summer is going to be here soon cant wait untill its hot enough to swim every day and its summer vacation which also means picking new classes for my 2nd semester in college. And going to be trying to get a summer job. Also my high school graduation is in a month or so i graduated in dec. but graduation isnt untill the end the school year..and finally decided i want to major in pyschology its very interesting. Life is good it could be alot better but it could be worse im very greatful for wat i have and for having my great family.
shouldnt take things for granted even the smallest things becuz there are ppl who have nothing at all.
Love
Ali<3

Dear Daddy [Rest In Peace]

Daddy i miss you so much, i miss you every day. Life just isnt the same it will never be the same. Its been three years since god took you from us and it still hurts just as much. your grand kids are grown so much cruz was just a baby when you died and he is 4 now but we will never let you be forgotten he knows who your are and my kids will all your grand children will. I just wish you were here to see them grow and to be with us i need you daddy. God may have thought it was your time to go but i dont i know there is nothing to say or do to bring you back. i wish we spent more time together i wish i didnt go with mom that day im sorry dad. I just wish i could talk to you i know your in heaven looking over us and your always with me in my heart and your spirit is here and one day we will see each other again. I miss you so much dad. I miss watching t.v with you on weekends i miss your how even though i was 16 you still cutt my steak for me cuz im your "lil angel" lol i miss how we would randomly go to Big Als to get shakes you always got odd flavored shakes. I miss how you use to crack jokes and pick on Gabes and Willys friends i just miss you, your smile. I miss my daddy the best man in the world and number 1 dad. i wish you could come back i wish i could go back in time. I love you daddy and miss you every single day.
Love,
Daddys Lil Angel