Grief

My brother corey wrote this and its exactly how i feel about grief. R.I.P Daddy<3

Grief
Grief is a white-knot molten anguish that shatters a man’s heart, then sinks into his gut and solidifies there- a knot of heavy lonely agony that will not go away Time can encase it in scar tissue, and the day-to-day business of living can dull the pain. But it does not heal. Grief is a loss of which cannot be regained and even the satisfaction of vengeance will not banish it.

Life

I wish i took life alot more seriously before, like i wish i actualy tried in high school, tried to get good grades and involve my self in things. but now im in college and am going to try to do all that. I wonder sometimes about why i have no ambition for something in life or a passionate career but i guess i have plenty of time to find something in life that gives me ambition and passion. i have found out that i want to be a pyschologist i find it would be a great career choice i still dont have a lot of passion towards it but maybe after i start studying it. I want to be sucesseful and live a good life i guess its all up to me to make it happen think positive be positve and good things will happen i just need to make em happen. i just wonder why i have no special talents? like my bro willy can rap/sing and draw and my other brother can draw i dont have a talent or i havent found my talent. life is just so crazy a lot of ups and downs. i do love my life and every one in it. life is so short it could end any day. i want to make my parents proud r.i.p daddy<3 and make my mom proud and give her a good rest of her life so thats wat im going to do make my family proud make myself proud.
Love
Ali<3